January 23rd, 2007


(no subject)

The last two and a half weeks have been rough back in NYC. My medicine rotation is going pretty well, except that I'm not doing well with the 5am wake up. I think the hardest part is working six days a week. I've always treasured my weekends and they're essentially gone. And with a limited social life it prevents me from finding distraction from thinking about nye boy. We've emailed back and forth a bit and a few text messages. But I have this gut feeling that I'm either not going to hear back from my last email or it's going to be really short and really won't warrant a response.

The most horrible thing about this whole situation is that because there is nothing to distract me in NYC I tend to fixate on that situation. Frankly I feel a little like a crazy person. As long as I can stop stalking his myspace and perhaps find someone else to distract me, I think I'll be ok :)