well, I find myself stuck in a cylical situation--I can't say that I mind it so much, except for the fact that I have no clue what's going on. Sometimes, I even feel like Derek Zoolander ("Who am I?" asks DZ. "I don't know" responds DZ's reflection. "I guess I have a lot of things to ponder" answers DZ. ). So I drink away my problems, although really it was drinking that got me into the mess...and I now find myself hung over, getting sick and wanting to just sleep in my warm comfy bed. But it's all about the rally. . .